Be by my side

Hye everyone...

Today I want to talk about inspiration or maybe an idol?

It is just ordinary post but I like to share with all of you that, I also have an idol.

Who's always by my side. But now, I don't know either he is still on my side or not.

And maybe he don't care and love me anymore?

I just want to express my feeling towards him.

I just want him always be by my side.

He is my idol.

He is my supporter.

He is my inspiration.

Without him, I can't survive in my life.

He always support me in study also in my life.

Maybe I made a decisions without discussed with him.

But I want he to know that I always want his love.

TO: HIM

I'm sorry because I can't make you happy.

But please understands me.

I have a dream, a big dream.

But to achieve the dream, I need to sacrifice one of your happiness.

Maybe my happiness also?

But, please...

Without you I can't stand alone.

I really need you.

Can you come back to me?

Be by my side again?

Love and support me again?

Just one I need.

Please let me choose my own life with your love and support?

Can you?

Thanks for loving and supporting me physical and mental...

:)

P/S: Sorry my grammar not quite good but I'll improve it time by time.